爱一个人好难

还以为在一起相处久了就不会有争执，
哪知这只是我的想法
事实并不是这样，
爱得越深就越痛苦，
我已经失去耐性去等待你的改变，
我已经厌倦和你说话，
我已厌倦和你出街，
我已厌倦了
你对我的承诺全都是为了敷衍我，
没有一样你会做到，
我等了好久好久，
到最后还是一场空
对我来说这世界上根本没有永远的事情，
更不会有真爱，
它们会渐渐的离开我的身边

Hopeless...

tired in study,
tired in friendship,
tired in managing all the matters regarding relationship..
is it i'm the one who need to be improved or she/he is the one who had changed...
is it possible to be a human with no worry,
to be a human that can survive alone...
to me, it is impossible.
but then, what can i do...
Life is never easy since i born into this world!!!